Today we celebrated Natalie's baptism and there were lots of picturers taken.  There is nothing I enjoy more then when the families get together for celebrations and lots of good food.  I think that having another generation in the mix is what keeps life interesting. It was one of those times that highlights that Donnie wasn't there to be part of our granddaughters life. The loss still feels painful at times like this. He should be here but isn't, and there just isn't anything I can do about it. At times like this I often say to myself "It is what it is".